auughh awful!

I don’t dream much these days. I haven’t had many dreams since I moved to MN. I’m not sure why. Could be booze or could be depression…or it could be that my brain just sucks and is too lazy these days. I don’t know.

Anyway, I actually had a dream last night and it was HORRIFYING. I was pregnant. I had a baby shower and everything…but I started to become suspicious when I wasn’t looking like your typical pregnant woman. In the dream, I spent 8 months preparing for a baby, when it turns out I wasn’t pregnant at all. Kind of funny that I didn’t suspect any problem in the dream, considering I didn’t change size or weight.

The dream also included me digging through hay for pesos. Lots and lots of pesos.

According to Dream Moods, this is what it meant:

To dream that you are pregnant symbolizes an aspect of yourself or some aspect of your personal life that is growing and developing. You may not be ready to talk about it or act on it. Being pregnant in your dream may also represent the birth of a new idea, direction, project or goal. Alternatively, if you are trying to get pregnant, then the dream may be a wish fulfillment. If you are not trying to get pregnant, but dream that you are, then it symbolizes fear of new responsibilities.

To dream that you are pregnant with the baby dying inside of you suggests that a project you had put a lot of effort into is falling apart and slowly deteriorating. Nothing is working out the way you had anticipated.

That second paragraph seems to ring true….but holy shit, that dream was ridiculous.